Pennies on your eyes

A lamentation song

Pennies on your eyes my love
Pennies on your eyes

We danced the dance of life my love
With all its ebbs and tides

Under the Moon We’ll dwell
Till there are no more cries

Follow the Golden Path my love
Deep in the Western Skies

Listen to the song

The audio file is a later version of the song, so the tune is a little different to the video – which captures the first tune the song came as.

© AM (Xander) Hunter March 2023

The Pennies on the Eyes YouTube video is about the creation of my song, Pennies on your Eyes. Back when it was ‘on THE eyes’ (not YOUR eyes). Interesting how songs evolve!

Dance on a Moonbeam

A song for the WildWood Guardians

I danced on a moonbeam at the edge of the sky
Called to the Owl as they passed me by
The Owl cried ‘who’
And I thought ‘I’m not sure’
So I closed my eyes and danced some more

I danced through the dew of a meadow in the morn
I spied a sleepy Fox looking all forlorn
The Fox cried ‘What’
And then they were gone
But I wasn’t sure, so I danced on

I danced through the woods in the head of the day
And a Kingly Stag stood right in my way
The Stag cried ‘When’
And gave me that stare
But I danced on by, still so unaware

I danced through the hills in the sun’s dying glow
Right by a Mother Bear standing head to toe
The Bear cried ‘Where’
And pounced on her prey
But I didn’t hear, and I danced on my way

I danced through the dark of a sky with no moon
I heard a baby Cub and thought I’ll be with you soon
The Cub cried ‘Why’
And it shook me to my core
So I danced deep inside, and I opened my door

© AM (Xander) Hunter October 2022

Waterfall

I was wandering through the woods on a day
When the sun and the moon shared the sky
As the clouds and the shadows told the sun stay away
My head was stuck on the question of why
So I stopped by a clump of pine trees to think
And around me they came on the breeze in a blink

There were at least four or five so fair and so tall
That I thought I was somehow in a dream
They were both here and there held in both light and shade
And yet still somewhere quite in between
Then one took their hand and drew a long line of light
In the air what was day held a doorway made of night

I knew somehow that if I followed them through
I would breathe no more beneath this sun and moon
And I traced my life as it was from my birth
And I found I did not want to die this soon
Their laughter rang like music through the trees
And it was so sweet it was surely done to please

One stepped through the doorway from night into day
And their gaze stabbed me right behind my eyes
Their face shone in a way that held me in fear
Like they could see me through my everyday disguise
Then they reached through my chest and grabbed hold of my heart
And they read my true name the one I’ve held right from the start

So I found myself crying out deep in pain
As if they poked a wound that never really heals
And it seemed to me that they felt the same
Yet their eyes told me they would never yield
So I found myself turn and start to run
As I needed my skin to feel the warmth of the sun

From that moment on my life was contained
Like I was held within a magic crystal ball
And no matter where I ran or what delight I craved
It seemed that I was surrounded by a wall
Its shadow cast me deep into the dark
It bled me out like a blade right through my heart

While at night I was haunted by their shining face
Though distorted and twisted and unreal
Their slender fingers reach like daggers of bone
Through my flesh around my heart I could feel
Till I awoke one day and realized that no more
Could I turn my back I could never close that door

Once again I wandered deep into the woods
Waiting for the day the sky held sun and moon
And I began working at a hole in that wall
So that I could squeeze through it sometime soon
And then maybe I could travel deep into the night
Through a door in the air with its edges made of light

And deep into the river of life I would plunge
To be held by its ever-loving arms
Until it takes me away high into the hills
Where the rainbow of light and water charms
This time when they come I will be ready for the sight
Cause their call to my heart makes it shatter with delight

With their hand in mine I will at last find my rest
Cause their fate and mine are both entwined
And when I look with wonder once again into that face
I will notice that it is the same as mine
I’m not talking about the one that’s flesh and bone
But the silver song that we both will know as home

Cause our souls are cords of shining silver light
That weave around each other like two snakes
No matter how many lives we travel through
Our hearts will reach across to ease the ache
Though towards the rocks we are hurled every time
Like a waterfall we dance through the divine

Click to listen to the song version

Watch the video of the Poetry version (below)

© AM (Xander) Hunter – October 2022

About the song

Watching from Afar

With deepest love for Raphael (August 2018)

I saw your grief falling
Through my skies just like rain
Read your heart drenched message
Heard your sorrow
Felt your pain

Sent healing blessings travelling
Through the rocks
To your mountain home
Flowing down the waters
Of your rivers and your snow

And my spirit
Mourns with your spirit
To the beat of your
Bleeding heart
I will hold you in your sorrow
As your world seems to fall apart

And my spirit
Calls to your spirit
Remember
She’s with the stars
At the campfires of the old ones
Watching from afar

Emu feathers shaking
Wailing voices rise
Through the smoke and fire
To the sun
Low in the sky

Bogong Moth is flying
Through the warmth of
Her earthly days
Taking memories of your love
With her back into her cave

And my spirit
Mourns with your spirit
To the beat of your
Bleeding heart
I will hold you in your sorrow
As your world seems to fall apart

And my spirit
Calls to your spirit
Remember
She’s with the stars
At the campfires of the old ones
Watching from afar

At the campfires of the old ones
Watching from afar

© AM Hunter August 2018

Willow’s Song

Written in 2013 for Willow.

I know it hurts so much
And I can’t set you free
But I wanted you to know
Just how much you mean to me
So I’m sending you a rainbow
To brighten up your day
Sending you some sunshine
To chase those clouds away
May love and happiness
Always come your way
And may that nasty pain
Find somewhere else to play

© AM (Xander) Hunter 2013

Pan Pipes

Dedicated to Jane: may you continue to flourish

Pan pipes on the wind
Calling what ails you back home
Feel the breath in your lungs
Feel the life in your heart
Serpentine kisses down your spine
Wrap your spine with their healing dew
Drip by drip
Let that poison slip
From your view
From all of you
Awake renewed
Awake renewed
You are loved
You are held
Remember we believe in you
We believe in you
Pan pipes on the wind
Calling what ails you back home
Calling what ails you back home

© AM (Xander) Hunter March 2022

A WildWood Blessing Song

For Mat and others who aspire

May the WildWood answer your heartfelt call
May Brigid’s flame guide and light your path
May Weaver hold you in your darkness
May Green Man shelter you if you lose your way
May the Guardians wrap you in their Arts
May the Watchers protect you all through the night and day
May the Maidens share with you their secrets in every space that you care to go
May Her Thorny Rose hold you in Her wonder and bless your breath your blood and bless your bones
May His Wolf-Fanged Horned Form surround you as you travel your path of pleasure and pain
And May He lead you through your shadows until you are home and you are whole again

© AM (Xander) Hunter September 2022

Walking With My Shadows

From behind me green eyes sparkle
And he licks his jagged teeth
Starts grabbing at my beating heart
But it is kept out of his reach
For my heart it is well guarded
By her blood red thorny rose
So back into the ethers
His shadowed form does go

As I turn another corner
Of my winding crooked way
A little faun is following me
But he’s being kept at bay
For my Guardian is holding me
In his huge protective arms
And his silken voice keeps telling me
To beware of his charms

My feet they keep on wandering
Through the darkly lit woodlands
Around me eyes are glistening
And making hungry plans
For the light that glows and shows the way
Is a magnet strong and true
Towards it are drawn many things
That would like to hold it to

For without a light a shadow
By the darkness is absorbed
So the hungry eyes keep watching me
And they take their shadowed form
Shrieking cries I hear as music
As I walk my crooked path
And I find that I am singing with them
And share my light of Art

So to me they start their whispering
Of their secrets and of skills
Of ancient deep pooled knowledge
From within these hallowed hills
As I work my Art I see them there
Holding circles guarding ways
They open up such mysteries
And spread them for my gaze

But to think they are all friendly
Would turn me into a feast
The dinner bell would sound aloft
And the hungry ones would eat
So I share my light with kindred
And they protect my fragile form
Together we are stronger than
The chasm, fire, and storm

From behind me green eyes sparkle
And he licks his jagged teeth
Starts grabbing at my beating heart
But it is kept out of his reach
For my heart it is well guarded
By her blood red thorny rose
So back into the ethers
His shadowed form does go

© AM (Xander) Hunter September 2022

Always Being Born

For Wendy with love

When my body’s tired
And my soul seems sore
And it feels like I
Can dance no more
And there’s many rugged miles
Just to reach your door
I look within
I look within
And I shed my skin
I shed my skin

I see Venus on the horizon
I sing my soul to ground
Draw down the sparkling starlight
To light me all around
I clothe myself in moonlight
I draw warmth from the dawn
Like the ever-expanding universe
I delight in my new form
Cause Like the ever-expanding universe
I am always being born

© AM (Xander) Hunter September 2022