Dark Flame

With thanks to Maggie for the inspiration

With a flash of light
I illuminate the dark
It’s in the palm of my hand

I am the night
I am the moon and the stars
They wait at my command

And I wear my
Eternal cloak
And it’s painted with
The words I wrote
At the beginning of it all
At the beginning of it all

This Flame of Black
I have placed in your heart
It’s there to sing you my name

And when you feel you’ve cracked
I am there in every part
Of your fleshy domain

And I wear my
Eternal cloak
And it’s painted with
The words I wrote
At the beginning of it all
At the beginning of it all

You feel me there
I am at your very core
Come Darling take my hand

And now that you’re aware
Take me in your every pore
I will flow through you like sand

And I wear my
Eternal cloak
And it’s painted with
The words I wrote
At the beginning of it all
At the beginning of it all

And I wear my
Eternal cloak
And it’s painted with
The words I wrote
At the beginning of it all
At the beginning of it all

Listen to the song

Song – Dark Flame

(C) AM (Xander) Hunter February 2022

An exploration of intention and meaning: Lady on the Foreshore

Lady on the Foreshore came flooding out of me one morning in December 2020 when I began to open to a WildWood entity who has associations with the Sea.

At first, I thought it was a suicide song and that it was about a woman (who I saw in Victorian garb) shedding her worldly self and embracing the eternal by walking into the ocean. It seemed that she was battling some inner turmoil and her way out was to end her life.

But the entity I worked with told me that I could not be more wrong.

What the song is actually about is divination/oracular work: the ways in which people can and have looked into the tides, into everything that surrounds them in a coastal setting, for answers to questions that they are holding.

The cliffs form a container that holds space quite literally for the Lady standing on the sands below. They contain a range of different plants and rocks and birds and animals and other beings, all of whom add something to the working being done below. The song only briefly hints at this, but it is there between the lines, beneath the melody.

The Lady in the song uses a range of different methods for seeking answers.

She uses the motion of the waves and the sound of their coming into shore to move into a trance state whereby she may be shown a vision or receive knowledge in another way.

She counts the waves to provide her with a sense of when something is going to occur.
She uses the combination of wind and water to find direction: much in the same way that someone may use a pendulum.

She uses the wind scattering her footprints as a vehicle for breaking old habits that tie her down. The wind takes them so they may be transformed into something new. Or perhaps the waves take them.

She places her voice onto the gulls so that they can be her envoy and help her to be heard by those who reside in some other realm, such as the one above. Some things cannot be uttered aloud – they are too powerful or secret for that. Using the voice of the gulls enables them to be heard by those who need to hear them but not understood by those they are not intended for but who may overhear them.

She watches the clouds for a response: their shape, their colour, their movement are all signs that can be interpreted.

All of this is done at a particular time of day – sunset.

The sun makes a path on the waves. For someone who works with trance states, this path can be walked and lead somewhere of relevance.

So why did the song take me over a year to put on my blog? Because it isn’t finished. There’s a whole lot more that is yet to come.

The lady goes into the ocean by moonlight where more mysteries are revealed. But I haven’t received that part yet. I was waiting for it to come through, but it is not yet the right time.

So, think of Lady on the Foreshore as being Part One.

Hopefully Part Two is on its way.

© AM (Xander) Hunter January 2022

Lady on the Foreshore

Lady on the Foreshore
Staring out to sea
Searching in the water
What the future will be

Lady on the Foreshore
Counting the waves
Seeing in their motion
Her years and her days

Her footprints in the Sand
Are scattered by the wind
All her hopes and plans
The cliffs have fenced tight in

The words she could not utter
The gulls are screaming loud
The turmoil of her heart
Echoed by the clouds

Lady on the Foreshore
Reaches out her hand
Asking the water
To help her understand

Lady on the Foreshore
Arms spread out wide
Calls for an answer
Upon the rising tide

Her footprints in the Sand
Are scattered by the wind
All her hopes and plans
The cliffs have fenced tight in

The words she could not utter
The gulls are screaming loud
The turmoil of her heart
Echoed by the clouds

Lady on the Foreshore
Blows upon the spray
Watches the wind take it
And notices the way

Lady on the Foreshore
Raises up her head
Path open before her
She sees the sun to bed

Her footprints in the Sand
Are scattered by the wind
All her hopes and plans
The cliffs have fenced tight in

The words she could not utter
The gulls are screaming loud
The turmoil of her heart
Echoed by the clouds

Her footprints in the Sand
Are scattered by the wind
All her hopes and plans
The cliffs have fenced tight in

The words she could not utter
The gulls are screaming loud
The turmoil of her heart
Echoed by the clouds

Listen to the song

© AM (Xander) Hunter January 2022

Saint Brigid’s Chant

Written for the WildWood Imbolc Ritual 2021

Saint Brigid hear me call your name
I stand before you offering this flame
Take my fear, take my sorrow, take my pain
Forge it all into something I reclaim
That I reclaim

Saint Brigid hear me call your name
I stand before you offering this flame
Take my fear, take my sorrow, take my pain
Forge it all into something I reclaim
That I reclaim

Saint Brigid hear me call your name
I stand before you offering this flame
Take my fear, take my sorrow, take my pain
Forge it all into something I reclaim
That I reclaim

Saint Brigid hear me call your name
I stand before you offering this flame
Take my fear, take my sorrow, take my pain
Forge it all into something I reclaim
That I reclaim

Saint Brigid hear me call your name
I stand before you offering this flame
Take my fear, take my sorrow, take my pain
Forge it all into something I reclaim
That I reclaim

Listen to the song

© AM (Xander) Hunter July 2021

Performance of the chant
About the chant

It’s in the Shadows

A riddle

It’s in the shadows
Between the light and the dark
It’s in the shadows
Between the stone and the spark
It’s in the shadows
Between the Web and the Tree
It’s in the shadows
Between the bud and the seed

Waiting
Shrouded
Hidden
Clouded
Swirling and
Still
A breath away
If you will

It’s in the shadows
Between the light and the dark
It’s in the shadows
Between the stone and the spark
It’s in the shadows
Between the Web and the Tree
It’s in the shadows
Between the bud and the seed

Waiting
Shrouded
Hidden
Clouded
Swirling and
Still
A breath away
If you will

It’s in the shadows
Between the light and the dark
It’s in the shadows
Between the stone and the spark
It’s in the shadows
Between the Web and the Tree
It’s in the shadows
Between the bud and the seed

Waiting
Shrouded
Hidden
Clouded
Swirling and
Still
A breath away
If you will

Listen to the song

(c) AM (Xander) Hunter October 2020

Flame in the Well

Flame in the Well
Well in the Flame
Blessed St Brigit
Know their name

Keeper of the Ways
Be their Guide
Show them where
Their dis-ease lies

Healer and Poet
Forge and Smith
Reveal to them
The strengths they’re with

Beloved of Our Lady
All a glow
That they are loved
Let them know

Well in the Flame
Flame in the Well
In Health and Happiness
Let them Dwell

© AM (Xander) Hunter July 2020

Sing Your Name

For WildWood beloveds

I sing your name into the web
And watch it sink within the thread
See her hands weave you anew
Over and under, around and through

I sing your name into the Wyrd
All you loved and all you feared
Shining colours flowing free
Across the land, the sky and sea

I sing your name into the Wood
The Green, the Grey, the Cloak and Hood
Watch it seed and root and grow
Be part of us and all we know

Be part of us and all we know

Listen to the song

© AM (Xander) Hunter July 2020

About the song

Beneath My Tree

And through water
I’ll walk to thee
Just to see you
Beneath my tree

And through fire
I’ll come to thee
To be with you
Beneath my tree

And through earth
I’ll crawl to thee
To meet with you
Beneath my tree

And through air
I’ll fall to thee
Always with you
Beneath my tree

And in spirit
We shall be
Heart to heart
Beneath my tree

Listen to the song

© AM (Xander) Hunter 2020 June solstice